Boy, it's been so long since I've posted... I've just been overwhelmed with my life, surprisingly, because that doesn't happen a lot to me. I've been busy studying, adoring, being ill, hating, having fun, discovering and exploring.
Right now I'm back at school (or university, if we want to call things in their appropriate names), dreading from the very first day the amount of reading I am supposed to do. I am on terrible, terrible pills, which have even more terrible side-effects and I feel like I'm falling ill every day all over again. But I hope I'll be fine soon.
I have discovered a way in people that I don't like. A way to which I did not attach such a great importance before, but I am sure there are no people who would like it. I am learning to care less about things that happen around me and with me and just try and f**cking live. I am also learning to be a bigger bitch and an egoist. I'm not sure I should be further educated in that department, but, meh. If people around me can treat me any way they come up with, I suppose I can afford being a nastier bitch yet.
I have finally managed to get further than page 5 on George Orwell's 1984 and I can say that it is a highly interesting and even amusing book. I have a friend who's over-the-moon about it and I am now beginning to understand why.
"The ideal set up by the Party was something huge, terrible and glittering - a world of steel and concrete of monstrous machines and terrifying weapons - a nation of warriors and fanatics, marching forward in perfect unity, all thinking the same thoughts and shouting the same slogans, perpetually working, fighting, triumphing, persecuting - three hundred million people all with the same face."
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I think this is it for now. I hope I will be able to return to my normal posting mode soon, overcoming my laziness, lack of inspiration and other annoying stuff like that.
Oh, yes. One more thing. Don't sleep with anyone until you've made sure they really deserve it. I'm glad I didn't.
Take care!
